I wouldn’t worry the economy these days is horrific, I also live in an apartment eventhough I have enough to live in a house. Currently me and my partner are working towards getting a mortgage but it’s tough! We all make choices we may regret later on but I’d try and stay positive because without those choices you may not be where you are today with your baby etc 💕
That’s completely normal and very common to have thoughts relating to your life in perspective. I have that kind of thoughts too.
I've seen this so many times on this app... Must be something hormonal, so strange but I've seen it so many times so you're not alone. I had intrusive thoughts when she was born bit they went quickly but I've seen pumping and BF causing a sense of doom or sadness for lots of women so you are not alone x