Mum guilt

I wasn’t sure if I was going to share this as the guilt I have every day since absolutely kills me inside. I was making a bottle up in the middle of the night pouring boiling water from a flask into baby’s bottle at the bedside, I must have fallen asleep for a second as I woken up to the realisation I had spilled the boiling water on my daughter. She sadly now has scalds/burns on her chest, arm and leg. Thankfully she’s doing ok and hopefully scarring should be minimal. I guess I’m sharing to raise awareness that we are human and we all get tired and aren’t superhuman. Accidents happen which I get reminded frequently at the hospital when we visit to get her dressings changed. We now have a ban on boiling water in the bedroom and only use ready made formula or breast milk and as a mum I continue to feel horrible about it everyday. So from mum to another mum please ask for help if you need it as it is so hard.