Very hard pregnancy

So ladies right now I'm 30 weeks and have been going thru this pregnancy alone of course I had family who have I guess been there for me but not at the same time if you understand. the father of my child is not in my life and today I'm just laying here depressed thinking like how am I going to do this one day my baby will grow up asking for her daddy and I'm not gonna know what to say I can't believe my child have to go thru this and she's not even here yet it's like there is no support for me I feel empty and I'm trying to stay strong for my baby but life is just so dang hard I'm so stuck