Those moments where you're alone and you overthink and cry

I know exactly what you mean! What is normal? Just remember you are an amazing mum and doing a great job!

It's always my relationship that gets me down and it confuses me as to what I really feel as my feelings/emotions are so heightened and intense when I'm overthinking. So how do you know what you truly feel?

I understand! Before I met my partner who I am with now and totally in love with for the past 9 years and counting! I was in another relationship for nearly 10 years, at first it was great just like every new relationship you are on a high, seeing life through rose tinted lenses and you feel confident and sexy because this person treats you like a princess. However time passes and you get into a boring routine, work, eat, sleep, they cheat and repeat even when you leave, because they beg you for one more chance, and you do because you want that feeling back when you first met!. But it never comes because it just goes back to the same routine, just in a different house, until nearly 10 years passes, and you think, do you want to repeat another 10 years doing the same old shit and with a person who doesn't want to change because it's not convenient for them and with no compromises or solutions so both of you can be happy. I decided to leave because I decided I matter! Do what makes YOU happy!