Have you ever been a sub but got with a sub and then miss having a dom partner?

So I used to be a sub I had a bad experience which made me recoil During Covid I got with my BD - he’s a sub. I was dom. Now I’m confident again and missing dom sex. My partner isn’t confident to be a dom and has shunned it pretty much. He doesn’t want me to have other partners. I’ve been talking to doms and fantasising. What to do!?