MIL problem

I’m the worst. My MIL is very kind but really irritates me for some reason. I can’t help it. I moved away from my family to be close to my husband’s since they can help out more (although I rarely ask for any childcare help lol). So maybe I’m just upset about not seeing my own mother more. I can’t stand when she even holds my baby. I know this is not healthy and unsustainable. A normal person would love to have a babysitter available but I don’t like having her over to watch my baby. What’s wrong with me?