Hair loss

Hey all… just want to vent about my hair loss. It’s so bad I’m losing multiple clumps daily. My hairline looks like it’s receding and my widows peak/where my front part begins looks grey like it’s been buzzed. It’s so distressing and I feel incredibly insecure, especially as I have a big forehead and hats don’t really suit me so I don’t know how to hide it until it grows back in. I also can’t tell if it’s slowing down, and frankly I can’t imagine what there is left to lose short of being bald altogether because I’ve lost so much as it is. In addition to being sleep deprived with sunken eyes and dull skin, still being 20 lbs above my pre-pregnancy weight—well, I’m feeling terrible about myself. Part of feeling good is looking good or comfortable in yourself and I feel so upset I have to just continue to be patient. Feels like a lot of self sacrifice in more than one way.