@Maia drawing photography but I barely have time for them
I understand but you need to make time.. you must take some time for yourself to do what you love
If your home environment is trigging you can you move out or at least do things to get away from the house more often with your daughter? Fresh air is great for improving mood and making you feel calm I’ve learned. Also, if you have a good relationship with your mom, you should tell her how you’re feeling even if it is a difficult conversation to have. She loves you and wants the best for you too.
What do you love to do? What are your passions?