Pray. Having a relationship with God is also about communicating with Him. Go to church. Play worship music. Listen to the Bible audibly that helps me with my ADHD moments when I get lost reading. At least have scripture playing over you. I don't understand your last sentence about your baby? Can you rephrase?
First kuddos to you for wanting to get closer to God again. Which bible translation do you have? Sometimes having the right one for you can make a difference. Also, are you using any particular study method to get in the Bible? I would love to talk to you more about that as well if you’re opened to it.
Download the you version app it has daily devotional plans, and the Bible can be read out loud to you, so all you need is head phone's, and you can listen through those. You can also highlight,take notes, and save prayers you've written. It's been a great tool for me, and it's free.
@SW i keep getting videos stating that my child is annointed
Videos in like social media? Like recommended?
@Gabrielle No for you page
Read the gospels. Watch girls gone Bible. Also Taylor Alesia on YouTube, her channel is good! She also goes by thebiblechick. Also if you wanna know how to study the Bible, Howtofaithalife on YouTube is a great channel for that. Otherwise, just pray in a quiet place. Make time to sit in silence and open your heart to God. Tell him everything. He already knows, but tell him what you need help with and pray for wisdom and discernment. Make 10 a day to get in the word. Prayer and reading his word are important to getting closer to Him🙏🏻🙏🏻
I just messaged you.