I’m so sorry you are going through this. It’s crazy how identical our stories are. Just know you are so strong and not alone.
Im sorry you’ve been betrayed by the person who is supposed to protect you and care for you the most. You don’t deserve this. Can you see your therapist more often, is that affordable? Can you call a DV hotline and start to make plans? (I am, but I have to go slowly. He’s abusive and also I’m scared he will give me an STI. He cheated before and didn’t protect her or me. He’s cheating again.)
@Ele sorry to hear we are the same person, atleast we’re not alone. (Even though it doesn’t ease the pain of betrayal) currently I’m clouded, and conflicted in life. Not sure what my next move will be but I know it won’t be easy. I been a stay at hone wife for 7 years. I don’t even know the route/steps to take to even leave.im so hurt! I can’t believe it happened like this… To anyone reading my comment, PLEASE DONT THINK IT CANT BE YOU!! It can happen to anyone 😭 I’m living proof!
I’d kill him so don’t feel crazy.