The underlying issue you may have, is your wise. Hell, I’m married and I don’t even want a partner. If we didn’t have kids together, I would’ve packed my shit and ghost. Relationships are overrated and draining. Every single person comes with their own set of baggage and unpacking that baggage to try to mesh your lives together is too much work at this point!
Nothing wrong with you. I didn't want to be with the first idiot I would met. It took me years to settle again with my current partner. If you don't want to be with anyone ever that's fine too. We don't always have same life purpose as others and that's ok
It’s totally ok to want to be on your own. But In my opinion if you’re suspicious of there being an underlying issue there usually is. Maybe do some self help/exploration? Or therapy. Could be past trauma related. There’s plenty of reasons this might happen, self protection, trauma, rsd, etc xx
I waited for three years after divorce with active therapy until I met someone to commit to. Still I put effort to live the fullest and the most emotional life possible, because what if I am never going to commit?
There’s nothing wrong with you, you’re just comfortable with your own company and there is nothing wrong with that ❤️ don’t doubt yourself or overthink it, can’t force these things.