Prayer

I feel so depressed. Every. Single. Time. I. Pray. Whatever I’m praying for gets worse. I pray for strength I get taken down. I pray for patience and I get more abused. I need some prayers because I just want to stop praying because everytime I do either something horrible happens or I feel like I I become a bad person and in turn is making me fail as a mom
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I know that exact feeling hun, and I’m here to tell you that your prayers are being answered and heard. Sometimes when we ask God for things rather than just giving us those things directly opportunities are presented for us to practice those things. So often when you pray for patience you are given the opportunity to be patient in a situation or circumstance, the same with strength. Don’t let the enemy deter you from praying. That’s the enemies plan and he want you to think what your praying for is not being heard. I always look at Job in the bible despite everything he continued to persevere in prayer, even Christ. The lord is our strength, we should lean on him in times of joy and hardship, fix your eyes on him he is always there even when you may feel he’s big he never leaves your side. Praying things get better and you see Gods hand in your situation 🙏🏾❤️

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@Tania for me it feels like I don’t even get a warm up. It goes from zero to championship round and I keep failing. It’s beyond deflating when I’m working so hard to being a better person and living the way Christ wants us to. I know he doesn’t give us pee say solution but rather tests but it seems like I don’t even get a fair test. Like I get thrown right in the fire. For example with patience i get I’ll be tested but why put me in the worse situation and not a middle ground test. Does that make sense

@Tania also I hate it when what I’m praying for is to better my son and cut off generational curses and traumas and yet my failure repeats the cycle. Why

I totally get you hun! And when we try our hardest to live like Christ wants us to that’s when we face the biggest hurdles. It can be so frustrating. The enemy attacks those who he knows God has the greatest purpose for. That’s why I always remember that God goodness and mercy renews each morning and don’t get me wrong I be failing all the time and also find when I’m trying to get it right is when everything goes wrong in my eyes but I always remember that Gods plans are greater than I can see and he is there even when I feel like a failure and disappointment.

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