I m ashamed,I feel like a looser and a failure...

I ve got nothing.2 bed flat from housing assosiation.I don't have a car.I m so ashamed.I work 30 h a week on minimum wage.I feel like my life is over.I m 43,single parent after DV.I left him 3 years ago.I was hopefull but I feel rubish and have no confidence to do anything.i hate my life.