Am I wrong for this

Am I wrong for wanting a life of my own I was 17 when I left my parents and moved to Springfield Missouri with my boyfriend and had a baby I am 20 now and never got to get out on my own I never had a life of my own where I was alone and I finally came out and told my boyfriend how I felt and he didn’t handle it well what should I do I’m worried I’ll lose my daughter and him, I have an anger problem and I need to figure it out on my own but now that he knows what am I suppose to do he asked me if I am happy in our relationship and if he makes me happy and I told him I’m not happy at all I’ve been depressed and impatient we live with his grandparents and haven’t tried to save up for our own place we have a truck but can’t drive it yet because it needs to be insured and inspected but haven’t gotten it done yet and I’m just tired of waiting we have been together for 3 years he got me a wedding ring but had to be cut off because it was too small still haven’t gotten that fixed but yet he calls me and act like we are married even though we are not legally married he drinks alcohol whenever he can I just don’t know how to feel or what to do men won’t understand how us woman feel because we are different from them and built different I am lost and feel like I do everything wrong.

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How am I supposed to feel it seems like I’m not allowed to have feelings or feel the way I do without my man taking it the wrong way

You’re not wrong. Trust your gut and instinct. Trust your Mr feelings. Worry about getting yourself financially independent and get the life you want. You have a baby now and it should give you some extra push to get it done! You deserve to live the life you want and you are able to get it!! Trust yourself

Trust your feelings*

Girl I've been dealing with this for the last 7 yrs I packed up our kids and myself and went to my grandparents house for the weekend. Called my dad told him I was done told him everything that was going on well 3 days later I have his sister come n get me bc I couldn't handle being away from him and our youngest looks exactly like him so all I'm doing is crying at my grandparents house... Well I get back I get on a different medication for the way I've been feeling. I've been having bipolar episodes too alot and now I'm thinking about leaving again. I seriously think something is wrong with me. My dad's pissed at me, my best friend is probably upset with me I just ughhh I don't know what to do at this point in life.

@Kara girl I completely understand where your coming from everything is not easy even if we wish it was.

@Alana How do you do it ? How do you feel okay ?

@Kara girl it’s not easy we both know that how I do it? Is I get back up dust myself off and not let the enemy wine we are both strong woman we have to be strong no matter how hard it gets

Yeah I know that's why I get up and do my thing every single day

@Kara that’s good you are a very strong woman keep it up nothing can get in your way or stop you just keep going

I'm so sorry for what you're going through! 🩷

@Patricia it's okay i'm working on it and i'm staying strong, where i come from we don't give up.