Autism child

I just found out today that my almost 2 year old has autism. I saw the signs and didn't want to believe it but now that it's confirmed I'm still in disbelief. It's like I'm zoned out into a different world cause my mind hasn't been here. I've been crying every chance I get. It hasn't been an easy journey taking care of him but now I understand why he does all the things he does and I can't help but to love him a little more and kiss him every single chance. I was just thinking of going back to work but now that I know this I don't even want to work outside anymore like I don't want to leave him. I would like to connect with other moms who have kids with the spectrum and in need of any information about help out there for my baby and my family.