Feel awful
I feel like such and awful mum. I keep getting so snappy and I am trying to check myself but I’ve come out with this cold yet again and feel horrendous. Eyes burning , coughing and physically drained. I know it’s not my babies fault and I’ve had to ask for help from family again today because I don’t want to cause lasting damage to my baby because I’m ill and pathetic but it’s just so so hard sometimes trying to care for them when they’re fussing and you’re so uncomfortable and in pain just so feel so guilty and spiteful 🥺
Everything you have said is valid! You are not super human. No one can healthily take care of others if they are not feeling well. Do you place physically handicapped people with the same expectations as someone who has all of there limbs functioning? No. This is more accepted because it's visible. I have felt just like you before. Easier said than done but allow the help and rest so you can be the best momma you can be 🧡