Feeling anxious

Baby is SGA. Got a scan today, and the anxiety this week has been killing me... My mum is at work. My MIL just got back from holiday, and my partner has been to 0 appointments with me cause of our other kids... Called my MIL, and she's offered to have the kids. I feel relieved knowing I won't be alone today now... May have been avoiding her due to the way she's treated me throughout this pregnancy, but I feel thankful right now... about time, she puts me first after how she's been towards me... No idea what my partners told her, but she said he said I'd been in and out a lot the last few weeks, maybe it's guilt? 🤷‍♀️ I've been told at previous appointments that I could be being induced as early as 34 weeks and that they'd see how we go every scan... maybe it's because how much closer we're getting that I'm feeling more anxious, I don't know... Last time I felt anxious about a scan, my gut instinct happened to be right about something being wrong (different child) so right now I'm just glad even if it's just this one scan, that I don't have to face it alone. Best get myself ready to go pick her up, considering she doesn't drive and she's doing me a favour. Kind of just want to cry right now... I feel stupid for it, maybe it's the nerves/anxiety, maybe it's relief... who knows... Wish me luck 🤞 xx