Paranoid
Hey all!
Anyone else totally paranoid about something going wrong? I’m 34 years old, 6 weeks pregnant, FTM, and I’m struggling with so much worry.
It’s been a ride: I was diagnosed with POI in early September (FSH 60, AMH 0.03), and then somehow my husband and I got pregnant on the second try in October using a fertility monitor.
I didn’t expect to get pregnant so quickly, and I feel so lucky and grateful that we beat the odds, but now I’m terrified something bad will happen. First it was miscarriage, now it’s genetic abnormalities… I don’t feel safe trusting my happiness. I had a 5% chance of conceiving, and it happened, so these 1% chances seem much more within the realm of possibility.
Is anyone else struggling?
Im def struggling with this pregnancy for several reasons. I worry a lot too one being that I am 37, but I remind myself that certain things are out of my control so what is worrying going to do? Try to take it day by day. It’s hard not to worry trust me I’m there with you but what can you do? You’re pregnant & you’re doing it!