Feeling uneasy

20y.o just gone in for surgery.. first procedure for anyone in our family, I couldn't go to the hospital as I've made myself physically sick with worry this morning and I need to pick up younger siblings this afternoon, hospital is over 1.5hr drive away so wouldn't of made it back, now I can't stop worrying!🤷‍♀️ 😷 it's a 'simple procedure' but obviously still risks involved.. I'm trying to keep busy, somebody put my mind at ease!🫣 lol