Give God a chance. Your fiancé is a godly man that’s a good thing try it out, go to different Catholic churches in your area. Find one you like. Seek out women’s groups within the church. There are plenty of people who leave the church and come back that’s normal. The rcia teacher in my church left the church after her parents divorce had an abortion in college and now is completly dedicated to the church with her husband and children. God takes us as we are and where we are in our spiritual journey. You are loved, cared for and a child of God. It’s never to late to go home to the church. An I apologize for any member of the church, ex boyfriend, family member or person who has used God as an excuse to judge you or condemn you. That’s not God and they are wrong for doing that.
@Natalie 🙏🏽
Offering you encouragement and prayer!