@Ellie feel free to message me if you want to chat!
I think its hard when you have the older kids too, harder to do groups etc. Plus 11 week olds do a lot of just sleeping and eating so you can't break your days up with trips to the swings etc! My youngest was 1 in January so I'm hoping this summer (I have school holidays off work) ill have more of my hands full keeping him occupied!
I feel like this alot, I am the only one in my family who has become a mum and all my friends disappeared over the years. So I really get what you mean, I have even tried mum groups but it's not the same.