Trouble in Paradiseš„ŗ
I have a four month old surprise baby with a non-spiritual man. The baby was a total surprise and obviously meant to be here by his dad is nowhere near spiritual. He doesnāt believe in anything and Iāve actually stop practicing my craft. Feel like Iām losing myself and Iām wearing a mask all the time itās depressing . We like a lot of the same things, but we donāt find the same things enjoyable. Like of course I prefer nature and a beautiful scenery to fulfill my spirit and he find pleasure in the club. And I hate the club. Tomorrowās my birthday and he wanted to go out to the club and celebrate, but I told him being around. I hope to drunk people is not. I want to bring in my birthday. Thatās not celebrating for me. Iām not sure if weāll ever be able to find a common ground because heās 10 years older than me and stuck in his ways. He likes what he likes and thatās OK. But being psychic and having to be around somebody, these things are draining to me. Idk what to do. I feel suffocated and I feel like Iām losing myself. I love and care for him. I donāt think heās right for me.
@Zipporah Thank you. š®āšØI just feel really week since weāve got together. And my life has shifted in a weird direction. I donāt even recognize. I guess thatās what happens when you stop manifesting.