I hear you, it can get really lonely at times. I've found a big majority of mums at the groups are really judgy but I keep reminding myself that it's just a phase and you'll find your people eventually. Your little girl will absolutely love being able to spend that much time with you too x
I'm the in same boat. I talk to my daughter, who's 10 months now, and I end up having a full-blown talk or conversation with her because I literally don't have a social life as much as I use to but I know when on time when she's actively going to school and make friends I will eventually discover and make friends with the kids parents and that tends to happen
Hey, I completely understand where you are coming from. I was going through the same thing and it can feel ever so lonely. I managed to find a baby group that I attend every week and there are regulars there that I get to talk to now. I know its not the same thing as physically having a friend but maybe a pen friend on the peanut app???? There's a local group I found on the app as well where I have met other mums. See if there's a local group for you too? You can always message me if you feel comfortable too :) I hope it gets easier.