Any hope or am I delusional?

So I’m 14DPO every single test I’ve done is negative! I feel like I keep seeing a faint line and I’m definitely suffering from line eyes. We are on our seventh month of trying and whilst I know it’s normal to take up to 12 months I just feel so lost!!!!!! Any positive stories about positives coming after 14DPO. my period was due 3 days ago. Still hasn’t shown up.