Surviving summer 🫠

Is anyone else struggling with the summer holidays!? I was so looking forward to being on mat leave this year. To experience summer holidays with my eldest (7 year old daughter) and 5 month daughter but I find myself dreading each day! Money is tight so I'm trying to make ot stretch in every way and do something stimulating each day but by the end of the day I want to curl up in a ball and cry!