Sending hugs 🥰. I always check FB market place & Vinted. Bound to get a bargain xx
Have a look at the Snuza Hero. I haven't used it or the owlet but it's the only thing that works similarly
I have an owlet and a snuza hero. The snuza hero is about £90. You clip it onto the nappy and it’ll alarm if baby stops breathing, it’ll vibrate if they do not breathe for a certain amount of time aswell to try and stimulate a breath first. It depends what you’re looking for in terms of do you want the oxygen and heart rate readings like the owlet gives you, if so I’d look on vinted but if not I can recommend the snuza :) x
Deffo have a look on vinted, I got owlet and monitor for £95 x
Have a look on vinted, you can get a second hand one for about £150 😊 also just to say sorry you’re feeling this way, please reach out to your gp/health visitor if you need support!