Overstimulated 😫

My son goes w/ his dad every other weekend and I usually am ready for the break by the time it’s his weekend even though I miss him, yesterday I had to take off and pick him up early bc he was sick at daycare and I called off and kept him home today too this was his weekend to go w/ his dad but anytime he goes over a little sick there he comes back 50x worse and I don’t have much time off my son is 3 now so he’s past the point of laying down when he doesn’t feel well unless he’s super super jacked up, so he has been driving me completely nuts since yesterday I’m completely overstimulated and he’s currently rolling all over me 😭😭 I really need a day I’m debating sending him to his dads tomorrow and praying for the best but everything falls back on me if he’s sick so I’m scared to risk it but I literally want to scream lol being a single mom literally sucks I can’t truly count on anyone but me and I hate it!!!!!! Anyway done venting lol