Metal Toll

Hi guys, I feel like it’s all started to hit on how hard I am finding motherhood. I absolutely adore my little one and couldnt be more greatful for her. However I just feel like my aniexty is going through the roof and I’m finding the nights really long and hard. She seems to only want to settle on me and no one else and now not even in her bed, so she’s either on me happy or crying so I’m not getting a break. I’m struggling to talk to my partner about it because he’s really stressed at work and I don’t want to make him feel guilty about being away so much. equally I feel I need the support from him but I don’t want to make him feel bad. I’m not managing to do any of the activities I used to do and when I’ve had the rare chance to I’m not enjoying myself. I just feel like I’ve lost all interest and that i don’t really know what to do with myself. Anyone else been feeling the same or got any advice?