Anxiety about trying

Need to vent😩 My partner is so supportive and so grateful for how good of a father he is to our son but he’s the only person I can’t talk to about this and obviously being a male he won’t fully understand these worries so would be nice to relate to some women😅 I’m so worried about everything for trying for our 2nd baby. It’s my last day of ovulation today& this time and it’s our first time ‘trying’ as our first was a surprise for us❤️ Thinking ‘what if I can never get pregnant again’, ‘what if something bad happens’, scared of feeling that disappointment every month until it happens and I’m driving myself insane! This next two weeks is going to be torture😅 these feelings are so normal but would be nice to talk about it others