Would you be able to get a nursery place for your child. I'm pretty sure you can now get 15 hours free when they turn 1. When the little one is in nursery, means you could take up some hobbies, to break up the week?
Not knowing your entire situation, I would say your little one is your blessing to keep you going. His behaviour is most likely being fed by your emotions. Work at doi g something different each day to make things better. When my husband died, I was in so much shock. I thank God every day that I had my 2 babies to help me focus on something other than our loss. I will continue to have my moments but hearing their laughter, watching their growth and being a part of their journey in life makes everything worth it. You got this. Have you tried to read any parenting books to help you with tips and tricks for changing his behaviour? I have read quite a few and they all had a little something I have been able to use.
@Trisha honestly my little boy is amazing, and his behaviour isn't what bothers me. He has just learned to use his words so when I said he is demanding I more meant he is now expressing his want for things, which is constant. I totally agree that he is my blessing and my whole reason for living truthfully. Its just so hard to get out and get on with things when being in such a bad place. Thank you so much. So sorry for your loss x
Hey I’m in the exact same situation as you message me if you want x