LONG POST SOO SORRY BUT I play it cool

But in all reality my life is like a fucking dumpster fire. I am pregnant. I have a seven-year-old. I’m single parent. My seven-year-old’s father is incarcerated for life for murder. He still thinks we’re together and upset with me because I’m pregnant And The guy that I’m pregnant by is a piece of shit. He already doesn’t think this baby is his because of how everything played out in how I got pregnant. With the times he feels like things don’t add up, but I know who I slept with. If you go back down to my first few post you’ll know why n y’all see baby boy is his twin but I’m having a hard time keeping my mind off of everything I recently stopped working because this pregnancy has really taken a toll on me mentally and I was crashing out in spazzing on people at work. so right now all I’m doing is sitting at home playing Mommy crying all day while my daughter is at school and pretending like I’m fine when she get home crying myself to sleep night. because I just feel so alone I don’t have no support from nobody and my baby father. He gives it to me for a couple of days. He’ll be here at the house with me for a couple of days and they pull it right away for me and he goes days without calling me without answering the phone without returning calls without answering none of my text messages. And then when he finally does reply, all he says is oh you’re being a burden or you’re the reason why I have anxiety and I’m stressed and I’m losing it and can’t focus at work …. Like wat how I don’t ask him to do anything but just be here for me while I go through this pregnancy. I have not asked him to buy anything for the baby. I’ve brought everything by myself nor did he offer to buy anything but I’m already struggling mentally I just need some support. I just feel so alone and I’m just at my breaking point 🤷🏾‍♀️🤷🏾‍♀️😩😩

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Sorry you are going through this, I live in UK so I am not too sure what type of support you can receive. Your mental health is so important specially for both of your children. If the guy is giving you hard time maybe is best to stay away from him for now till things settle down. Feel free to message me even though there is time differences. I will keep you in my prayer 💓. You got this mama.

Life’s too short and valuable to be mistreated by others and to be made to feel less than. As tough as it’ll be being a full time single mom it sounds like it’s for the best if the current BD is back and forth on communication, going days without responding to you out of the blue is unfair and personally seems like it would just confuse your kids more to have a man so wishy washy and in and out of their lives like that. There’s a man out there that would treat you and your kids the way you deserve to be treated, you shouldn’t have to settle just because you are having a baby with someone. If you need someone to talk to or just someone to listen my inbox is open! 🫶🏻 I’ll include you in my prayers.

I’m sending you so much love & letting you know that you’re not alone. You need to be okay first. That man is unstable & you are genuinely better off without him- if he needs to do a DNA test to verify his paternity, then let him. At this point, if he’s not ready to support you & the baby emotionally/physically, then he’ll need to do so financially. Please don’t be afraid to reach out for help with mom support groups/communities that are located around you. I’m glad that you reached out to our online community of January Moms for support. Please feel free to message me & the other ladies who reached out, we’re here to encourage each other🫶🏿

Honestly I’ll look into doing a dna test first … and furthermore apply for government assistance benefits atleast Medicaid and food stamps, and try to see if you can some type of other funding for your daughter…. And unemployment since you not working anyone … Atleast these programs until you start back working …

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