Venting

I feel like I’m a bad mother bc anything I do is my fault 🤦🏽‍♀️ getting blamed for allot of shii I’ve been so stressed out nd depressed I just don’t say anything I don’t like asking for help nd I’m done asking for help when I need it it’s fuking pointless it’s always an argument about the littlest things and then on top of that it’s always a comparison between who jobs are longer nd ect like I’m just tired of ts nd mfkas wonder why I’m quick to say nvm I’ll do but just bc I’m a mother don’t mean the father can’t help when I ask but it’s ok doe nd I understand my bd gotta work to provide for us 3 but dam being a mother 24/7 with no help is stressful nd draining I love it a lot but all I need is just a lil help I’ve been needing breaks and my breaks are when she sleeps nd I’m coo with that but at night my body is to exhausted to move nd take care our daughter but trust nd believe I still get up nd do it 24/7 nd every night I just be waking wanting to cry nd give up but I’m staying strong for our daughter