Let down

I feel like such a let down mamas this Christmas the family has been seriously ikk for the past 2 weeks the thought of the morning and trying to be happy is making be so sad, I wasn't able to get everything I needed since being so sick or everything I wanted to get for the kids and with no family or friends to help im stuck 😭 I hope you all have a wonderful day from one sad mam a x I've wished for a miracle but I thinks it's too late x