An unexpected tear
I read in a different group about a mom terrified of having twins and the comments were all about other peoples stories like how many heartbeats am I going to have on my ultrasound?
And their fear is valid and multiples would be scary but I just couldn’t help feeling like any heartbeat is a blessing and it broke my heart all over I didn’t get to hear one.
I do believe there is so much beauty in their confidence of hearing a heartbeat because I hope that means it hasnt happened to them; It just selfishly makes me wish I still had that too. It seems it’s the random things that gets me worked up for our loss.
-That’s all thanks for letting me have my moment so tomorrow I can be stronger
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I had twins and lost one of them the day after he was born this March. Although having one healthy baby was a blessing, that didn't stop my heart from absolutely shattering for the other. I felt awful for my healthy baby as for weeks, although beautiful in his own right was always going to be a twin so was a reminder of what I'd lost as well as what id gained. (I have managed to move past this feeling a bit more now with time) I love my boys, both of them. Everyone's situation is different and pregnancy it itself is so hard but I would give anything to have my little angel back here with me. Twins may have been hard but loosing one was soul destroying.
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I absolutely feel your pain. I lost my son 6 months ago during labor at 39 weeks. I often hear people joke about how much easier life would’ve been without their kids. My life would be so much easier if my son had made it… and it absolutely breaks my heart to see parents not loving their kids and ignoring them. I’d give anything to just have even 5 minutes with him alive. 💔