The anxiety is crazy isn't it, I caved and tested again and still very faint but slightly darker.. never had this with my first so it's really a struggle. Thinking of getting a blood test from Dr next week as that might help settle some nerves
How are you doing? X
i am 19 weeks and i feel baby move every day and im still not really excited yet. not like how i was with my first or the baby i lost. i keep telling myself the next scan i will relax. at the next scan i will let it go. but the goal post keeps shifting. maybe after the 20 week anatomy scan i will feel the relief but i doubt it. i dont think i will stop worrying until im holdjng my baby girl in my arms.