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so my partner cheated on me again i forgave him once (stupid i know) and now i caught him again plus messages after with the girl saying he will never forget how good her pu**y is and to let him know when he’s free lol. im pregnant and we have two other kids. Im nearly at the end of my degree and finish in March the new baby will be here during that time. If i split up with him i know he will not as active and i won’t be able to finish my degree (childcare) I also have no family to help. I am going to leave 100% but im thinking to just pretend im find till march as i need this degree i’ve worked hard on it and its what im going to raise my kids with. Every time he tries to touch me i feel physically sick I don’t even want him to touch me. I’m emotionally checked out finally! i feel nothing to him, would this be wrong to keep it going till i’ve got what i want? what would you do. feeling like i have to look out for myself and kids. Also this baby they all have the same dad but i want him to have my last name anyone been through similar or any advice?

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not the same thing but something similar happened and I honestly don’t think it’s a horrible thing to hold out until you have your degree, especially since it may be necessary for you and your family & he’s been creeping behind your back and I’m very happy to hear that you aren’t planning to stay with him after this man did that to you, sorry that happened to you and wishing you well, love 💗

I would be waiting too :)

I’m currently doing this. I’m due March 6th and even tho my bf didn’t cheat or anything like that I just don’t have the energy to deal with the emotional abuse and neglect. He’s also a bad influence on our children (constantly cursing around them, slightly homophobic, negative). He makes me feel like I’m asexual I’m just not attracted to him that way anymore. It’s hard sometimes having to pretend you happy when in reality you not. I’m only waiting to leave bc I don’t have the money to get my own place rn and he’s petty so if I try to leave he’ll try to take my stuff or hide it so I can’t take it with me