https://www.albertahealthservices.ca/findhealth/Service.aspx?id=6810&serviceAtFacilityID=1047134
Hi my Lovely, I understand your struggles, a good place to start is the link I gave you also you can contact the health link on 811 they will be able to guide you in the right direction.
Also if you would like to just talk DM me.
I’m so sorry to hear about your struggle. Please contact your doctor for a referral to the Alberta Women’s Mental Health Clinic. They offer lots of resources for pregnant women in similar situation. I am currently going through the same issue and have started with a psychiatrist for support all under AHS. Wishing you all the best!