First steps
Just feeling emotional, my son took his first steps while I was at work. Yes I was sent a video but I’m sad that everyone was there to witness except me. Then I know for his baptism this Sunday that’s all I’m going to hear bc his grandma is going to tell her family he took his first steps and it was toward her. And I’m honestly depressed just thinking about how I anticipated being there for that moment and wasn’t.
this is my biggest fear and you’re not wrong to feel that way at all. I’ve expressed to my partner and family that if my daughter does something new don’t tell me or send videos cause I’d be so heart broken. so far they’ve honored my wishes but I have a feeling my mom will be the one to slip up and send a video 🤦🏽♀️ don’t be too down on yourself let them know how you’re feeling so they can understand and support you where needed