I’m at the point where I have to drink in order to deal with being a mom!😮‍💨

My anxiety, my hormones, everything!!! Is always through the roof! I’m always overwhelmed! I’m just exhausted with this life!!! I don’t see how people have more than one kid! I can’t take it! I didn’t even want to be a mom! But I don’t believe in abortions so here we are! But I guarantee you I will not be having anymore! EVER!! Especially after finding out how men can cheat on you when you’re pregnant! One of the most vulnerable points of your life!! It’s just sad!!! But being a mom has not been as fun as I thought it would be! Im so tired of being taken out of character everyday! Like I’m always yelling and having to repeat myself constantly because this child don’t want to listen!! I’m so tired of having to clean up everyday when I never had to clean up this much before becoming a mom!!! I’m so tired of having to get uncomfortable because a child always need something!!! I hate not being able to sleep in!!! I’m so over this life!!! So I’ve been drinking a little more because it’s been helping me to cope… just wine coolers nothing crazy lol but it’s helping me a lot because being completely sober is not helping me at all🤦🏽‍♀️