Disappointed in myself
I'm getting depressed, because of my past sins that are catching up with me. I was rebellious this past year and I ended up pregnant with a man who wasn't godly and in a relationship I was trying to get out of. I broke up with him a few months ago and I've been trying to get back into the faith, but I'm feeling so disappointed that this pregnancy is stopping me from moving forward. I feel more able to move on and find someone else who is determined in his faith but I wonder if I declare that I'm pregnant would he leave me? I wish I could start over again, with a clean slate and have a baby with someone I was married to and who loved me. Has anyone been in my position before and how did it pan out?
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You're most welcome sister 🙏🏻❤️ praying you will feel better 🤗
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Hey sister. Firstly, I am sorry to hear that you are feeling depressed. I am praying that in the midst of all this you will find peace and joy in Jesus name. Regarding finding someone else, firstly I would fix your eyes on God and allow Him to work on you. Pray to the Lord about your next relationship and He will guide you to the right person, preparing your heart and the other person's heart. You will always have this baby. But you can start with a clean slate. When we repent of our sins He is merciful and just to forgive us and he remembers them no more. I've only been walking with the Lord for 4 years. I have a very colourful past, I was married before. I felt so much shame. But then in 2020 my now husband started talking to me about Jesus. At that time age 26 I had been under the mental health team for 15 years. I had so much trauma and baggage and Jesus set me free, healed me of everything 💖 to God be the glory. God knows your heart ❤️ turn to Him. My inbox is open if you want to chat. God bless you.